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Well its been 6 months since last update.
Omfob..... they took away my 2 year membership ;___; so naked!
but <_< I... well... time went WHOOSH by for me, because as I age more and more, time seems to be more ...fast.... I could blink off a week and in my time spectrum call it a day, but I know that's not good for me because I know for my mental health that I need to count a day as a day and not as a week. So here I am 6 months down the line thinking its Dec 22nd 2013 like a day or hour has only past only to see that really, almost a year went by and I haven't been paying attention.
This is, and I am for once going to be honest, due to the fact that my only home that was stable for the last 20 years that I've constantly moved, has a fence around it, basically meaning it is going to be destroyed. I knew it was coming, but when that happens you block out everything, and pretend the world is ok, that you're still there and not in a dangerous apartment where you see once a week 3 cops cars blocking off your block.
....So, you just go with it hoping that the blood money that the uncle made off of your family, to what looks like off base numbers that $15k is missing from the bill, with your mother's $94k inheritance that you can be pulled out.
only fun fact is that we may be moving to Wisconsin. Fer all ye internationals thats 200 mi north, aka 322 km. And you just go into the lull of work school work school in the mean time... keep your head in the sand and you wont see a piece of your world shatter before you....
...At least I have a job. I'm very happy with that. one day I will move to that house in my hometown and have enough of this bullshit.
Omfob..... they took away my 2 year membership ;___; so naked!
but <_< I... well... time went WHOOSH by for me, because as I age more and more, time seems to be more ...fast.... I could blink off a week and in my time spectrum call it a day, but I know that's not good for me because I know for my mental health that I need to count a day as a day and not as a week. So here I am 6 months down the line thinking its Dec 22nd 2013 like a day or hour has only past only to see that really, almost a year went by and I haven't been paying attention.
This is, and I am for once going to be honest, due to the fact that my only home that was stable for the last 20 years that I've constantly moved, has a fence around it, basically meaning it is going to be destroyed. I knew it was coming, but when that happens you block out everything, and pretend the world is ok, that you're still there and not in a dangerous apartment where you see once a week 3 cops cars blocking off your block.
....So, you just go with it hoping that the blood money that the uncle made off of your family, to what looks like off base numbers that $15k is missing from the bill, with your mother's $94k inheritance that you can be pulled out.
only fun fact is that we may be moving to Wisconsin. Fer all ye internationals thats 200 mi north, aka 322 km. And you just go into the lull of work school work school in the mean time... keep your head in the sand and you wont see a piece of your world shatter before you....
...At least I have a job. I'm very happy with that. one day I will move to that house in my hometown and have enough of this bullshit.
Fucked
So, I'm fucked
life is burning down
my house has a $1850 past due on the mortgage
my mother went off the fucking deep end, and refuses to come back (she refuses to take her meds)
Our only car left got totaled while my dad was ubering on July 31st
Tried to apply for a car, dad has bad credit and I have none
I need to make $1600 a month for my no credit loan, (I do) but on paper over this current months it says I've made $1200 for the year :|
So we got denied for that
My mother didn't put any bills in our names when I turned 18 (I don't know why the FUCK she didn't)
so, fucked.
So now we're here, Carless technically, my dad got an ube
Oops I did it again -_-
QUE BRITTANY SPEARS SONG [link]
I got 60 hours in work again
because -3- I'm stupid
lets cut all the bullshit I've been under a darden corporate tongue of pacifism for the last 5 months
for once in my life
I'm going to tell them
FUCK OFF.
THERE
I SAID IT, LE DARDEN IS GOING TO CRY NOW?
WELL YA SHOULD AFTER ALL THE FUCKERY YOU PUSHED ME THROUGH
THANK GOD
YOU CHANGED MANAGEMENT
OR I WOULD BURN YOU TO THE GROUND
THEY GAVE ME A WRITE UP FOR NO CALL NO SHOW WHEN I WAS DEALING WITH SAME INSANE SHIT
for once thats a DOUBLE PUN.
COUGH COUGH OGUCH
Because I'm stupid, because I thought maybe I can make $1800 a month for all the crap f
boo
bad shit happening to everyone.
Friend loses job, then home, then his fiance breaks up with him over not being able to pay her sister back (THE MAN IS HOMELESS AND BROKE YOU IDIOT)
My other friend is in the Philippines dealing with a loosing battle against a corrupt judge and his famliy.
Mira's uncle's are passing out...and X_X'ing
The other friend has baaddd physical problems and is borderline leukemic
And he failed his calc 3 exam
And my other friend also failed his calc 2 exam
Hell, even my church's priest got flammed pretty bad with mother's failing health and he REALLY wanted her to see him reach 25 years or so oh him being a prei
Well all for mara ehh (cough)
You know at some point,
The life you Gage or try to Gage isn't the way you plan it.
Plans to pass college
Plans to live out on your own...
Plans that the people you're next to won't fade away.
Some have fulfilled that, sometimes overly annoyingly so.
And some are what you expected, and are glad that they're there.
And sometimes the ones you values the most disappear.
I never let anyone in, well occasionally I do.
*sigh* I failed my Calc 3 Exam.. for the 2nd time, a mountain's worth of studying and they didn't give me enough time.
I totaled my car, the second thing to my most stable home, we've had it for 12 years.. and the last SCRA
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